Hey folks, had a bit of a shit couple of months there and fell off the wagon. I make no excuses, it just happened. I've renewed my efforts with some help and hope to do better. It's blood hard though. I didn't want to start up talking about it until I'd had at least a while of doing quite well again for fear of feeling like I'd failed earlier.
I have attempted to quit my love affair with carbs a few times before in the past, overall carbs are doing pretty well kicking the crap out of me. It's like round 9921 and I've been on the floor since round 6 just getting pummeled by a wrestling loaf of Freya's multigrain tag teaming with a block of cheese.
I'm hoping that this time I find something more to live for than what I have valued previously. I'm going to do my best and just keep at it. Swimming is key.
Off to be a MerMoon now.